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Nov. 15th, 2001

That was a nice time-out. I don't feel as if I've done nearly enough studying tonight, but I paused and took time on the porch with a glass of brandy and a cigar. It's been a while since I've done that. I'm not sure why either. It almost seems like meditation; an opportunity to stop over-focusing on whatever is in front of me at the moment.

I realized that I've been feeling anxious about something. I don't know what, but at least pausing gave me an opportunity to observe myself and see that that's what's been happening. To "claim" my anxiety, as it were. (There's the psycho-babble word for the night.) I'm sure that it's something to do with the Sea Change Year that I've been having. Three jobs, intense flux in the world of my personal relationships, the tension of the world at large....

So now what shall I do about it? Proj on, man. Proj on.

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